09 1 / 2012
Of weddings.
Just for this month, few of my friends are getting married and for the whole year most of them will. Next month, I’ll be turning 28. 28! While most of my friends are either engaged or married or having babies, I am still single.
I caught this video online where this guy Kris (if I remember his name right), created a video for his wife, Rachel. It was sweet and endearing. The sad thing though was that that’s the last present he’d be able to give to his wife. He just died of cancer. Well, it made me cry and then this thought of finding someone seeped in my mind again.
I’m contented with my life right now but sometimes the curiosity of being into a relationship and getting married visits me. What did I do wrong? Was there something I didn’t do? The thought of getting married is something far too unreachable now. The question is, will I ever fall in love?
I’m not praying for it to come true. I’m praying for what’s God’s plan to me comes true. Tomorrow is such a vague reality. The only moment we would know something is real would be when we look back and the feelings are still there.
